Free Lesson: The Two Sides of Us: Why We Feel What We Feel

The Two Sides of Us

Each person has two internal dialogs operating throughout the day. Many times, these two sides are opposing each other. The winning side dictates the emotional outcome.

1. The Anxious Side

This side reacts quickly. It looks for danger, disrespect, rejection, or threat. For example, if a baseball is hit and flying at your face, you do not have time to decide if it is a threat. Your anxious side takes over instantly, evades the ball, and you are saved from danger.

In a social situation, you are also presented with decisions about danger in a person-to-person encounter. If another person swings at you, you evade the hit as an instant reaction to the threat. However, if you are criticized by another person, the same response can happen with a much different outcome.

Often these processes produce immediate thoughts such as:

• “I’m being attacked.”
• “I’m not respected.”
• “I need to defend myself.”
• “Something is wrong.”

These thoughts can rapidly create anger, fear, jealousy, shame, or frustration.

More often than not, this emotional response to a verbal issue is not accurate in the first place, but we respond as if it is and then use justification to defend our response. The anxious side of the mind rarely sees itself as “irrational.” Instead, it creates justification statements that make the fear feel reasonable and necessary. These thoughts often sound like:

• “I’m basing this on history.”
• “Look what happened the last time I trusted you.”
• “I have to think this way so I don’t get hurt again.”
• “I’m just preparing myself for what’s probably going to happen.”
• “You gave me reasons not to trust this situation.”
• “If I ignore these warning signs, I’m being naive.”
• “I’m not overreacting — I’m protecting myself.”
• “Anyone in my position would think the same thing.”

2.The Cognitive Side

The cognitive side is the part of the mind that slows situations down instead of speeding them up. It evaluates, problem-solves, and looks for understanding before reacting. While the anxious side reacts emotionally to perceived danger, the cognitive side searches for accuracy, balance, and effective responses.

• “What are the actual facts?”
• “Am I assuming motives or intentions?”
• “Could there be another explanation?”
• “Is this really personal?”
• “What response helps me most?”
• “Will reacting make this better or worse?”
• “Am I responding to the present moment, or to past pain?”
• “What outcome do I actually want here?”

The cognitive side is not weak, passive, or emotionless. It simply understands that emotions are not always reliable indicators of truth. Strong emotions can feel convincing while still being inaccurate.

For example: Your partner comes home quiet after work. The anxious side may immediately think:

• “They’re upset with me.”
• “Something is wrong.”
• “I must have done something.”
• “They’re pulling away.”

The cognitive side pauses and evaluates instead:

• “They may just be tired.”
• “I don’t actually know what they’re thinking yet.”
• “I should ask instead of assume.”
• “One moment does not define the relationship.”

Over time, emotionally healthy relationships are not built by eliminating anxious thoughts entirely. Everyone has them. Healthy relationships are built when people learn how to recognize those thoughts without immediately surrendering control to them. The cognitive side creates:

• Perspective instead of panic
• Communication instead of accusation
• Curiosity instead of assumption
• Stability instead of emotional escalation
• Wise choices instead of impulsive reactions

• a discussion and an argument,
• concern and accusation,
• or connection and emotional distance.

A Simple Example:

Out On The Town

While they are sitting at the table, one partner notices the other briefly look across the room at an attractive person walking by. That single moment lasts maybe one or two seconds. But inside the anxious side of the mind, an entire emotional story can begin forming almost instantly.

The anxious side may start producing thoughts like:

• “Why were they looking at them?”
• “They must find them more attractive than me.”
• “Maybe I’m not enough anymore.”
• “What if they wish they were with someone else?”
• “I knew something felt off tonight.”
• “This is how cheating starts.”
• “I can’t believe they would disrespect me like that.”

A very small event was observed. But the anxious side filled in all the missing information with assumptions, fear, insecurity, and imagined meaning.

Now emotions begin reacting not to the actual event — but to the story being internally created about the event.

• quiet,
• defensive,
• irritated,
• withdrawn,
• sarcastic,
• or emotionally distant.

This is how anxious thinking quietly creates conflict inside relationships.

• “Am I assuming intent?”
• “Did I actually verify what happened?”
• “Could there be another explanation?”
• “Is this a real threat, or am I reacting emotionally?”
• “Am I responding to this moment, or to past experiences and insecurities?”

Internalizing vs. Externalizing

• “I noticed something earlier and it made me feel insecure.”
• “When that happened, my mind started telling me something negative.”
• “Can we talk about it for a second?”
• “I want to clarify instead of assume.”

• past experiences,
• insecurities,
• fears,
• emotional wounds,
• and learned relationship patterns.

The Fix Is In

Most relationship conflict is not caused by what was actually said. It is caused by the meaning we assign to what was said. The anxious side of the mind naturally fills in gaps, assumes intent, and creates conclusions before clarification ever takes place. Once those assumptions are accepted as truth, emotions begin reacting to an interpretation instead of reality. This is where many relationships begin to break down. One person says something simple. The other person interprets it through fear, insecurity, frustration, past experiences, or emotional memory. Then the reaction comes not from what was truly said — but from the story the anxious side created around it. For example: A partner says: > “You’ve been busy lately.” The anxious side may hear:

• “You don’t care about me anymore.”
• “I’m failing in this relationship.”
• “You’re becoming distant.”
• “I’m being criticized.”

• “Did you mean _____ when you said that?”
• “Are you implying _____ by what you just said?”
• “I heard this _____, and it made me think you meant _____.”
• “Can you help me understand what you meant?”
• “I want to make sure I’m hearing you correctly.”
• “Before I react, I want to clarify what you’re saying.”

1. It separates assumptions from facts. Many arguments begin because one person reacts to a conclusion they created internally instead of checking whether it was accurate. Clarification interrupts that process.
2. It lowers emotional escalation. Questions invite discussion. Accusations invite defense. When someone feels accused, they naturally protect themselves instead of listening. But when someone feels asked, they are far more likely to explain themselves calmly.
3. It creates emotional safety. People feel safer in relationships where they are allowed to explain themselves instead of being told what they “really meant.” Emotional safety grows when both people learn:
• not to mind-read,
• not to assume intent,
• and not to weaponize interpretations.
4. It allows the cognitive side to take control. The pause required to ask a question instead of making an accusation gives the cognitive side time to evaluate rather than emotionally react.That small pause can completely change the direction of a conversation.

Ask, Don’t Tell One of the healthiest communication shifts a person can make is learning to ask instead of tell.

Ask:

• “Did you mean this _____?”
• “Can you explain what you meant?”
• “Am I understanding you correctly?”
• “What were you trying to communicate?”

• “You said this, so you meant this _____.”
• “I know exactly what you’re thinking.”
• “You obviously meant to hurt me.”
• “You always try to make me feel bad.”

A Major Relationship Truth Your interpretation of another person’s words is not automatically reality:

• Sometimes people communicate poorly.
• Sometimes they speak emotionally.
• Sometimes they are distracted, stressed, tired, frustrated, or unclear.

What Changed?

Simple Practice Tool

Next time you feel upset, ask yourself:

1. Why am I so upset by this?
2. What thought or thoughts entered my mind, and how did those thoughts drive my response?
3. Are the thoughts fantasy or reality? Did I check with the other individual to make sure my thoughts were true?
4. What would my cognitive side tell me in this instance?
5. How should I respond in this type of situation?

Final Truth

You cannot control what others do. You can learn to control which side of you responds.

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